Just just What had been the chances things could wind up violently between us — beside me, needless to say, having the shitty end? Might Trayvon force himself on me personally in a fashion that I became reluctant to just accept but unable to stop?! We were holding maybe maybe not questions that are idle. We thought long and hard relating to this, however in the final end i decided that no, he’dn’t accomplish that. Predicated on exactly exactly what, you ask? Good question — I don’t understand.
Another consideration ended up being, that which was Trayvon getting away from this relationship? Demonstrably, he’d get yourself an intercourse partner as well as minimum some use of my canteen account. We knew he previously simply no cash, and then he knew that I experienced at the very least some funds. Possibly he had been actually interested in me in which he ended up being a mooch — an opportunity was represented by me to meet both needs! Ended up being here any such thing certainly incorrect with that? As of this very very early phase I told myself that so long as he didn’t get too greedy I happened to be ok to allow him have soup or perhaps a honey bun as he desired one thing. Why shouldn’t I reward him for his relationship? In the end, I endured to obtain one thing using this too — unlike my situation at Swift Annex I’d have jail bad-ass on my part just in case i obtained threatened or harassed.
Did Trayvon have HIV or other STD? Needless to say he said no and said he previously to obtain tested sporadically and blah blah that is blah. I did son’t press the problem or insist upon seeing the test outcomes. Rather We asked myself — keep in mind, this person ended up being assigned to kitchen responsibility — Would my state’s DOC designate some guy with HIV to that particular type or sorts of work? Continuer la lecture de « Chapter 9: Trayvon — Sex, like, and Like in Prison2 »